Matthias already a week old today I’m so in love. Tired but he’s worth it #love #newborn

Matthias already a week old today I’m so in love. Tired but he’s worth it #love #newborn



Snapshots of my baby’s nursery- no purple in sight! I do surprise myself sometimes lol

Snapshots of my baby’s nursery- no purple in sight! I do surprise myself sometimes lol



Due date! 40 weeks

Yet no sign of baby at all no Braxton hicks contractions nothing!
Want to meet my precious baby already



Me last week at #37weekspregnant

Me last week at #37weekspregnant



Tired = Understatement

Couldn’t sleep at all guess I know what today’s agenda is! No surprises there…



Tears on my pillow

Past 2 weeks been mostly in tears, today’s been the worst, cried so much ended up hyperventilating and getting a nose bleed, I don’t feel like myself- whoever that is anymore- I’m just fed up of everything, and worried about everything, the more I try to be positive I feel like i’m not dealing with my emotions and end up crying anyway all i’ve done today and tonight is cry, only comfort I have is baby moving reassuring me that he’s fine which makes me feel even crap. I just want the tears to stop…



Fat!

Felt so proud of myself losing 50lbs in 2011, quickly gained about 30lbs from binge eating and stress of final yr at uni and of course brides lose weight for thier weddings I didn’t! Got pregnant and lost about 14lbs due to loss of appetite and nausea now almost 32 weeks pregnant i’ve flipping gained weight again and back to almost my highest weight that spurred me to lose 50lbs its so depressing :-(
I love my baby but Im not liking my bigger wider body urgh can’t wait to workout and lose all this weight hopefully this time next yr i’ll be near my goal weight



Rant-stupid piggies

Horrible guinea pigs pissing me off trying to get some sleep! They’ll be lucky if they’re still alive in morning :@
Hard enough to sleep with pregnacy discomfort without bratty things running crazy making lots of noise. Can’t wait to move to a house so I can put them in garden the brats



Me and my gorgeous hubby #expecting #love

Me and my gorgeous hubby #expecting #love



Nom nom #dinner

Nom nom #dinner



Blooming on my bday :-) lovely day

Blooming on my bday :-) lovely day



Oh baby

My head hurts :-( im on my 5th cold since I fell pregnant and cold and coughs and general feverish symptoms lasts around 2 weeks at a time. I love my baby but my body doesnt feel like mine anymore. I feel so ill and weak :-(
I love my baby so much I believe he’s worth the headaches I just feels so ill and crap, sleep is a mission too my belly is everywhere, hubby says I “hum” in my sleep now- how weird is that, humming and muttering must be a reflection on how uncomfortable I feel sleeping. Im just so tired, i’ve taken so many paracetamol today and downed litres of water dunno what more to do :-(



My baby’s Moses basket. ;)

My baby’s Moses basket. ;)



These should sort out my cider cravings :-D #teetotal#alcoholfree

These should sort out my cider cravings :-D #teetotal#alcoholfree



Mancala

So I had been trying to figure out the name of this game I played a couple of times when I was a kid. I knew the African name but couldn’t for life of me figure out the English name or where to buy it. Watched Diagnosis Murder last night and Steve held up the game and said Mancala, my jaw nearly dropped lol and I went straight on Amazon and there it was Mancala! Can’t wait to order it :-)